This year I made a resolution to volunteer regularly. Since moving to New York I haven't done much except for tagging along at various events organized by Helen's work. When I lived in the District of Columbia, every single week I volunteered for the Washington Literacy Council.
In New York I've focused on political activism, which is always uninspiring in the long run. (Yes, it is ironic that this political tendency bloomed in New York rather than Washington. But there you have it.) Now I am trying to get back into a type of volunteering that makes me feel I've actually accomplished something.
When I was at Northwestern, like all idealistic students I thought my earnest efforts would change the world. One of my fondest memories of those days was completing the Freshman Urban Program, a week-long volunteer immersion in some of Chicago's toughest neighborhoods. As a sophomore, I served as a counselor for this program. I also was active in a student group called Resources for the Homeless in my early college years. We organized a drop-in center for homeless people at the First Presbyterian Church, where we would converse with them as they wished and tutor them if necessary. We even had a substance abuse counselor come in a few times, who at one time had been homeless himself.
By senior year I had figured out the obvious: most volunteering is a band-aid, because the causes for social inequity and dysfunction are impossibly complex and tangled. By that point I was quite bored with the politics of the student volunteering community. Some people just wanted to do a good deed; I sided with them, figuring that something was better than nothing. Others felt that the only valid volunteering included an effort to beat back the larger causes of the problem. A related debate was about the moral equivalent of mere philanthropy (such as Northwestern's very successful Dance Marathon, which is taking place this weekend) vs. get-your-hands-dirty volunteering.
None of us knew what we were talking about.
Yes, volunteering is a band-aid. But a band-aid is better than an open wound. Starting Monday I'll be working with a fourth grader at the East Harlem Tutorial Program, sharpening his math and reading skills. The East Harlem neighborhood will be just as impoverished when I stop tutoring him as it is today. But hopefully his life will be better.
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